Ugly or pretty, it's still my city.

Missing Boston so bad today.

I feel like Jim and I have been fighting a lot lately. Or I've been bitchy and whiney and complaining and crying over nothing, I should say. I don't know what my problem is. I feel so helpless. I'm not sure whether it's stress, hormones, missing the city, or what, but I keep freaking out on him. He told me that he's not sure how much more of it he can take... which doesn't help me much. I wish I could just trust in people. Or believe in myself. Or both.

I wish I knew what to do. I wish I knew how to control my emotions better, and how to just let the little things go. I have such an issue with that.

Aside from that...
I finally got my resume done tonight. I've been "working on it" for a while.
Hopefully it's decent, I've never had to write one before.

I really can't stop thinking about/being worried about things with Jim. I just talked to him on the phone a few minutes ago. He said "Hey Mollie, what's up". No big deal, I guess, but he never calls me by my name. He always says babe or baby or some other pet name like that.
That's probably one of the things that I keep freaking out over, though, that I shouldn't. It's probably no big deal, nothing to worry about, but I over-analyze EVERYTHING.


For now I think it's time to head to bed and read until I fall asleep. Up early tomorrow morning for exercise and getting ready for work. Work 11-6, meeting 6-8. How exciting...

Goodnight. xoxo.

So make up your mind
and get in, or get out.

Spring!

The weather is finally warming up and the flip fl0ps have been broken out. It's the time of year when everything starts looking a little bit better. I still miss my city, but I've come to terms with the fact that I really can't do anything about it, so I really just have to make the best of it. I'll visit whenever I can, but I'm here, so I have to deal with that. I have a wonderful boyfriend here and great friends, so it's definitely not that that's the problem, it's the classes. Like I've said, it's not the difficulty, it's the ease that bothers me. I guess I'll just take Jim's advice and be happy that they're easy. At least it will look good :/ I just hope I get something out of them.

Last night my friend's house caught on fire. I guess her roommate was cooking and the whole kitchen went up :( I was at my boyfriend's house down the street, and no one knew the number but they said it was a bunch of girls outside and a few were blonde, and one had a coat on that sounded like hers, so I ran out the door to go find her, and indeed it was her. Everyone was okay and got out with time to spare and everything, but they were obviously very upset. I felt really bad, I hope that the damage isn't too much :(

Well I guess I should start getting ready for class. My first one got canceled today, so I don't have to be on campus until 11, but, parking here is absolutely ridiculous, so I need to leave like 45 minutes early to get to class on time. Sigh.

xoxo.